I just want to say a big thank you to everyone that stopped by and left me a comment on my post last week, I was feeling so low at that point that I just needed to blurt out exactly how I was feeling and all your comments really helped me through that day!
I’ve been working really hard to pull myself together, it’s so hard to get motivated when you are feeling so crap, isn’t it! Everything has been getting me down, my work, blogging, housework, finding time for the kids, finding time to give to me and not to mention my relationship, everything has been neglected and having so much to do has just got really on top of me.
I wrote myself a schedule last weekend and this week I have really managed to get things back on an even keel and of course that has made me feel 10 times better! I just need to stay on top of it and work on the rest of me now.
My head gets so cluttered with all the everyday shit that I don’t stop to think about me, what I’m eating, what I’m wearing, going out and seeing people so as long as I stay on top of my schedule I should be able to sort the all that out!
I eat when I am stressed and unhappy, it makes me feel better for about 10 seconds. I was doing so well earlier this year… I started the Paleo diet and it changed me, I was happier than I have ever been and I didn’t crave any foods, I was happy with what I was putting in my body and I have no idea how I stopped that but it feels impossible to go back right now!
Anyway some how I am going to get my head round this! I need to lose weight again and get fitter for my happiness but this weekend I am just going to enjoy my head feeling a little lighter and stress free and have some fun with the kids 🙂
We are off to a big bonfire and fireworks display tonight… What are you all up to?