I’m sat here in pieces worrying about Bugs; I know he will be fine but I am missing him so much! I left him sobbing his heart out at playgroup this morning; as soon as he saw the place he started crying. My heart is aching for him and I am dying to just go and fetch him!
Bugs is my third child and I am finding it so much harder to leave him than I did the other two, it always upset me a little but I was strong and knew it was for their own good! I don’t know I think I am just having an emotional day, James is in Poland and I have no one to turn to so I’ve come here to get it off my chest. I know he will be fine and he will soon settle down and I know when I collect him he will be playing nicely, look up and see Mummy and run for a big hug and I really cannot wait for that hug!!!
I hate that I am not there for him, being the one to soothe him and make him feel better 🙁 I thought writing this would make me feel better but I’m sat here sobbing thinking about him. I know he’ll be running round like a little mad man having fun with his friends and I just need to bloody well man up!
Feel free to leave me a slap – going to try and get on with some work for an hour before I fetch him x