It’s been ages since I last posted here, I just feel like i have nothing to say most of the time. I spend all of my time thinking about the kids and family and just put how I feel and look to the back of my mind. I really don’t need to look or feel good whilst I’m running around after the kids all the time, cleaning, cooking etc.
I just feel like there is no point!
But there is a point, isn’t there?
I have to take care of myself in order to be able to take care of everyone else. I need to start putting myself first because otherwise life is just going to keep passing me by!
These last few weeks I’ve let the diet go out of the window again, I’ve hit the self destruct button and Im having trouble finding the will to stop! I know I need to drastically change my current lifestyle but it is so bloody hard!!!
I don’t give myself anytime unless it is on the internet so this week I’m just going to step back and do a few things for me. It won’t be easy as I have the kids at home all week but I need to!
So here are ten things that I am going to do for me this week…
- Paint my nails
- Get my legs waxed
- Finish reading The Husband’s Secret
- Get outside everyday
- Start reading up on the Paleo diet
- Listen to more music
- Declutter my bedroom
- Chuck out old clothes
- Buy a new outfit
- Meet up with a friend
I’m going to try and keep writing lists for myself as I always function better when I have a list.
I need to remember that I am important and I need to go easy on myself and stop beating myself up!
Let’s see how it goes…