I have been feeling really low for the last two weeks; really low – in fact I don’t think I remember ever being in such a bad place before! Panic attacks, paranoia, crying, jealousy, depressed! It has been horrible and I can only think that it has been the Zyban that I have been taking to help me with stopping smoking! Anyway today I have stopped taking them to see if I can make myself feel any better!
I’ve already put 4lbs on with stopping smoking and after losing 4 stone this last year I really don’t want to put any more on so tonight my running shoes are coming out and I’m starting to run again! I haven’t been running since last September so I’m sure it won’t be easy but I desperately need to and it always makes me feel much better about myself too!
It’s been over 4 weeks since I had my last cigarette now and I am so pleased with myself and so is my bank manager!!! Really looking forward to my first run – wish me luck :O)