Posted on February 28, 2012

Day 59/366 – 2012 A Year In Pictures

2012/ 366
I have been feeling really low for the last two weeks; really low – in fact I  don’t think I remember ever being in such a bad place before! Panic attacks, paranoia, crying, jealousy, depressed! It has been horrible and I can only think that it has been the Zyban that I have been taking to help me with stopping smoking! Anyway today I have stopped taking them to see if I can make myself feel any better!
I’ve already put 4lbs on with stopping smoking and after losing 4 stone this last year I really don’t want to put any more on so tonight my running shoes are coming out and I’m starting to run again! I haven’t been running since last September so I’m sure it won’t be easy but I desperately need to and it always makes me feel much better about myself too!
It’s been over 4 weeks since I had my last cigarette now and I am so pleased with myself and so is my bank manager!!! Really looking forward to my first run – wish me luck :O)

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  • Reply Mum2Four February 29, 2012 at 10:42 am

    Well done for not smoking for 4 weeks, you are a star!
    Hope the run went well & that it helped clear your head a little.

  • Reply Mummybird February 28, 2012 at 11:13 pm

    Good on you Sonia, Well done with the no smoking and good on you for digging out your running shoes, as for me I don't even own a pair of running shoes lol. You go girl xx

  • Reply Mummy Mishaps February 28, 2012 at 8:10 pm

    That's the spirit Sonia! Younhave done so well and to go running is just briloiantn! Mwish I had the motivation to go for one myself. Keep up the good work x

  • Reply from fun to mum February 28, 2012 at 5:16 pm

    Good luck with the stop smoking! I quit before thinking of having a baby 3 years ago, but I sometimes have the odd one, which I know it's just bad! Well done on losing 4 stones! I'd love to lose my last "baby" one, but finding it hard. I'm in fact looking for a personal trainer to get some help, great minds think alike and all that. Good luck and chin up x

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